hey.hey people , first time bloggin' and its really fun .. ahaHa! any.way past week have been like shiit for me guess im a jinx to everyone and i tend to get people around me into trouble or what they called it "suay" , nOthin' personal to anyone but i just reallii. hate racist people .. i mean why must those iDiotics make thin's so difficult and create problems between races for nOthin' ?? and for my case its worse ! guessed it or not , its my parents .. i realli feel so bad for "HIM" , i realli dunoe how to apologise and i feel so unfair for "HIM" .. my parents somehow always disagree to the thin's that i wana do and what HURT me the most is that they don't even trust me .. why do they even want to give birth to me in the first place and make me suffer seekin' love and care from people .. haiyah! btw "HELO! MONEY CAN'T BUY EVERYTHING OKIE!" thank gOd ! iM blessed with really very good friends around me who really care for me , though i bearly know my classmates for about a month or so they are super great people .. bein' there for me when im down and bright up my EVERY.DAY life ..
its really hard when someone*(parents)* who is surpose to be the most important and closest to u have no trust in u and don't support the things u wana do ... well , guess i just have to live and grow in this type of environment ... i won't care if people at home bad mouth me and i won't care about whether anot they like the thin's which i do . PLEASE! i've my life and i know what's best for me , so who are YOU to assume thin's and tell me off ?.
if YOU guys think im rude and did not respect YOU both , well think again do YOU ever shower love and care for me ?!. when was the last time do u ever ask and care about my life ?
i exchange my life to gOd for a reason!
what's parent's LOVE , i've no clue to the answer can anyone tell me ???
thanks baBe.fOr all and everythin'i love u guys ..
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cheers,
visii.