The Unspoken Fairytales.

Speak the Unspoken 8:53 AM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Nothing much happened these days. Are as blissful as before, but i really do fear the problems and quarrels will come tumbling about like what Angel have mentioned. Angel laughed at me saying im a dumb dumb to worry about these stuff but im seeing people evolving around me having the same problem, and if u noe the papers these days have been mentioning about increasing divorce rate and now its a universal problem. I guess this much is enough to support me to worry isnt it?
Nightmare are recurring again these days. They are back to haunt me again.

VaL

Speak the Unspoken 9:27 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

happy birthday erisher darling. =D
gonna go celebrate her big day on sat night, hopefully nothing crops up. its been months since we last met.
anyway, today is crap day because my classmates are insane, loll, went for some talks to get my nda points because i just realised all the points i got was ndp points and its freaking useless. luckily pok gai always reminded and motivated us to go for talks. its always nonsense and nonsense with them. actually attending the business one but was full house and couldnt accomodate the 8 of us so we went to the violence talk instead, kind of interesting as its about marital immunity and violence against women, and proud to say i didnt fell asleep, cos theres nuisance people beside me to remind me to wake up. ended up i kept pestering people to go get the white ribbons, as its a form of action to show that you would not be violent towards women and blah blah, and we all stick it on. was sad with the quality of the ribbon, should be in cloth form but its a stupid paper-like ribbons.
aftermath, back to class and thankfully we finished our ppt in time and just pehh-ed through the presentation. keep getting distracted by the internet because it keeps disconncects and my msn too.
left after lessons and went down with them and some 'people' actually farted in the lift and think it wont stink us to death, its so funny that i had to laugh and hold my breath till we reached the first level. tormenting.
went to take the mrt praying that i wont meet the big boy who threwed paper ball at me the previous time. thankfully he's nowhere in sight.
trained to novena and i almost missed my stop cos i fell aslp. reached tooo early so i shopped around before going to revenue house. there is so many strangers ok, ranges from 16plus to 50plus. these people are so not very friendly, they just sat there with this stern look on their faces, luckily theres this friendly who smiled to me that made me feel more away from the tensed atmosphere.
the whole briefing is about writing journals on my breakfast, and my girls will see me bringing this thick sheet of papers down to break from tomorrow onwards. they will sure to ''shoot'' me agn.
it lasted for an hour or so and i left, trained backed to Sk , and here comes the most disgusting irritating and gross part. The train is filled with people and so i was sandwiched inbetween an uncle and behind theres some aunties, this fucking pervertic uncle took out his phone and played this porn video, showing to my direction and initially i wasnt aware it was porno but soon enough when i realised it was i was damn afraid and i looked around frantically, that bloody uncle still adjusted his pants and all, omg, i have no where to walk too as its damn packed. after that he also alighted at Sk, to prevent getting up the escalator with him behind me, i quickly rushed to the front, ended up knocking hard into the edge of the metal chairs causing a loud bang but i pretended it was not pain as there's like 50 over passengers looking at me due to the bang. when i finally reached the bus stop, i looked down and the next thing i knew, the skin on my leg has teared and was bleeding. gosh. i am unlucky. very unlucky.
school tmr, looking forward to see my girls and classmates, they make my day in school.
sometimes i really hoped things didnt turn out this way, how i missed the past but its never gonna be the same again. missed the time when we meet really often even though you were schooling, chatted everynight even when we were both schooling the next day. the times when i was naughty yet you wouldnt walk away from me. when you placed me infront of everything and anything, when you messaged my friend just to ensure i was fine and well taken care of, when everything falls on me and yet you were there for me. thou we quarreled everynight , but love still overcomes all. days when you'll never hesitate to hold me back. never.
now i guessed i couldnt say much because you'll feel i am being attitude, taking you for granted and only wants myself to be happy. in your eyes i've become such a person, i dont know why. i cant even say that i am not happy with you not spending enough time with me. i cant even be worried. i have to act as if it all doesnt even matter to me. and when i want to keep myself occupied, you'll say im always not at home dont like to go home always going out and all, but boy, schooling days im always home. i changed and i know i did. please stop saying ' see you never even change '. it makes me sad. i know i have my wrongs and unreasonableness, i admit and i will change. but if you always feel i will not, eventually you'll think i did not. then i feel its pointless even if we would to be tgth. still, i love you.
okay, a very long wordy post, too much to say. end. lovess
evee

Speak the Unspoken 10:04 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007

TGIFriday!
im feeling happy because its Friday and Tek ming is back.
he's treating us to Mcdaonalds because he couldnt come for lessons the past three weeks.
how nice. =)
okay, hopefully theres something for me to do today because its friday, i've been studying for the pass few days alrdy.
and good news again, 1 more month to our holidays!
im here to rant because i feel happy, okay a little retarded.
oh, but i am sad, because i've been craving for prata for very longggg.
and i still didnt get to eat it. =(
yayy, ive ordered a grill chicken foldover upsize meal add one apple pie and one chocolate sundae. and the whole class got their meals upsized and ordered extra. it is crazy. i think tek ming's pocket will cry.
visi get well soon, i love you.
and i hope all my loves will be happy too.

girls, becareful when wearing short skirts or pants, theres alot of perverts going around snapping from below.
evee

Speak the Unspoken 9:26 AM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

i proclaimed myself the most fortunate person on earth.
ask me why?
because im well pampered and taken care of. and most importantly, i am easily contented with what life can give, you can give.
shorty keep smiling inside her cus she feels bliss
BUT,
SHORTY, im still more blissful than you. hahaha. smile (:

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quarrels are inevitable in a relationship, a little of it makes the relationship better and stronger. but, too much of it, break it apart.
// handle LOVE with care.
it can be rather fragile (:

angel
*roars..

Speak the Unspoken 12:08 AM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Hey, where're you people? still doing good? you guys haven been blogging, i really have no idea whats up with the current lives. Hm... im awaiting for us to catch up in school again. Hm... we often blog that Faith in believing in the unseen, but then how do we know if it really comes along or noticed if they had slipped away.

Love Val-

Speak the Unspoken 11:05 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i'll be loving you forever.
deep inside my heart
you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart
and tore it apart
i would love you still, forever.

you are the sun
you are my life
and you're the last thing on my mind
before I go to sleep at night
you're always round
when I'm in need
when trouble's on my mind
you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world
who can love me like you do
that is the reasons that i
wanna spend forever with you

i'll be loving you forever, westlife/damage.
evee

Speak the Unspoken 2:15 PM

Friday, November 9, 2007

not forgetting to add. my com got some virus attack and it keeps sending ppl messages asking if " they have seen me naked". im so pissed.

Val.

Speak the Unspoken 12:09 AM

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Hey, its Val here again. So here i am, when u guys are having ma la steamboat. Firstly, i wanna apologised to Angel for the last min change. Holidays didnt seem to go well for me. i duno why but a cold war started between me and long long name. like a barrier in between but simply cant find a particular reason behind it. Hmm... its deepavali. And my cousin is back from Aust for my cousin's wedding. went to fetch her at the airport and had family gathering. Ended only at around 8plus. By the time i called Angel, they alr had finished steamboat. Hai... wanted to ask my dad to drive me there as im a directionless, but he rather sent my aunt back. Hopefully u guys had fun and of course not forgetting to plan another outing!

its 3 more days before school reopens and ive done nothing meaning for this week. im really praying things wil go well the next holi...

Speak the Unspoken 11:42 PM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

okay, i shall rant, since it's been sometime already.
so, its a week of holidays and i think its quite an unproductive one, except that i caught my beauty sleep to replenish myself again.
things isnt going really well for me, but on a brighter note,
im still surviving.
i still have half an hour to go before i meet bbf at compass later on, just met a friend to take some stuff and its freaking early in the morning now, no choice cos i wanna get my tanning done soon.
but im glad xuan xuan (my little neighbour next door) started my day smiling, cos once i opened my door as im heading out to meet a friend to collect the stuff,
she started screaming with excitement upon seeing me.
the feeling is just hard to express, knowing that she is one that will never make me feel upset,she really did made me feel alot better.
i think i shall end here alrdy, seeing my girls tomorrow at bugis for ma la ma la. anticipating.

ohya, i am going to take up lessons for guitar and pole-dancing. YES. im really interested.
i just want my days to be filled, so i will not await for something to happen.

i shall go get toasted at sentosa now. love all.
evee

Speak the Unspoken 9:13 AM

Monday, November 5, 2007

Who says the blog is dead? im just waiting for someone to post before i do it else the entire blog will be flooded with my entries. Sorry Scaved ppl for not attending the mahjong session, hoped u guys had fun. Hmm... it have been suxy these days. Although nothing in particular had happened but having nightmares at nite is bad enough for me. I totally have no idea why these days i have been having all these nightmare whereby i can feel my heart aching in dreams and waking up with tears in my eyes. its seriously ruining my day. im hoping someone will save me from there, bcos i dare not close my eyes and put myself to sleep. its holiday and ive got no plans in mind, im like an aimless bird looking for a direction to fly.
Well... no matter what, hope all Lovey Dovey are spending the quality time wisely.

-Love VaL

Speak the Unspoken 12:05 AM