i realised everyone was simply busying tagging at the little tagboard without updating with personal lives. Wat's with u ppl man? lazy bums! Hmm... well im gonna talk about what had happened these days. Got talk by Maggi which makes me feel that she finally talks some sense. The words that she spoke about being "selfish" and stuff was so meaningful that its now drilled in my mind. Hahahs.. Not forgetting Love is Blind and Action speaks louder than words. Funny Wunny...

Well anyway, duno why ive been feeling so moody these days. Prolly some things that i thought i had not care in my life came in and hit hard, it made me realised that im not so heck care about those stuff afterall. Hai... life is bored. esp when scaved had never come in a group these days, leaving evee and me to munch on bread. Pretty sad. Furthermore, im still cant adapt to my new class yet which made it worst. Class full of act handsome guys, trying to achieve their gpa with more than 3.5, talking more crap than what is needed, blasting the music in the wonderful environment is pissing me off big time. i cant elaborate more. In addition to some of my personal life, create riots with negative thoughts protesting in my mind.

Carrying a smile on my face, laughing my way through my sorrow and tears. People often think that life is perfect for me. But life is really a chore, for me too. I wanna scream! I wanna shout!
i need time to re-charge myself, i am mentally wear-out.

A sudden craze for shopping these days. im seriously in need of clothes. Shortage of shorts, of shirts and sweater. Slim gals sashaying in school everyday, which force every gal to go on diet. Oh... dun say tts not the case, it is really affecting one's confidence and self-esteem.

Finally, im elated that Scaved was in reunion. as life seems wonderful with these people around.

oh and long long name is coming to school to accompany me for lunch today, cos i cried like mad yesterday!

-Love Val