The Unspoken Fairytales.

Friday, May 23, 2008

I've deleted some of my past post, just decided to do that in a moment of thought.
Anyway, cheers to my sister, she's got her license few days back, and have been driving me around already.
Thou she's still quite new, but i can foresee she's going to be an aizai driver soon.
She 's flying to thailand on Sunday, her getaway again.
So envying, she keeps travelling. But i've prepared a loooooong shopping list for her alrdy.
I love you ahji, have a safe and FUN trip. :D

Aside from that, tmr's going to be a long day for me, working at the Singapore Flyers.
The thought of meeting them 7am @ cityhall kills me , it means i have to wake up at a dreadful time of 5.15am.
*goodluck evelyn, please dont be late, if not the ''person in charge'' will say ''please go home''.

& i sucked, cos i couldnt wake up for school again today, and i missed Developing Enterprise UT.
Oh well, i will work hard for the next two DE UT. Promise.

Bbf came back from her diving and shared w/ me how interesting and fun it is, & said i should join. But Rp doesnt have diving you see, so she suggested i should take it up in either Np or Sp.
Im considering cos im having quite a phobia for open seas.
On the other hand im considering taking dance lessons as well, wonder if i'll have time.

Sister just showed me this video, of a loving mother who protected her baby from the earthquake, & the message she left. Seeing all these natural disasters happening and so many lives being taken away, the feeling within me is really hard to explain, we should really treasure everyone ard us.

Specially your loved ones.

evee

Speak the Unspoken 11:42 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

life is about pursuing and yet again, pursuing. when it gets really tiring, it worn you out.

then, you jus do not feel like doing anything, you need a break from this all soooo superficial world. you wanna sleep your day away. Or rather, take some time off, go to a beach, sit on the breakwater, with the wind blowing onto your face, enjoying the sunset and reflect on whatever that you have been doing all this while.

questioned yourself, have you been doing what you want and have you not done what you should?!
aint life is all about living it to the fullest.

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if a relationship is not a one-sided thing?
then why is it that we are always waiting for the other one to do something rather than being the one that is doing something.
if you know taking this step forward would make a difference?
then why is it none of us are taking that little easy step.

everything happens for a reason, a relationship fails for a reason too.

angel.

Speak the Unspoken 2:23 AM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Recently, i keep having this dream about myself running away with a guy. I didnt wanna voice it out bcos im afraid long long name might freaked out if i tell her so. And this morning, she actually came to tell me she had the same dream and the guy she saw was my ex-boyfriend. It's kinda scary. It makes me feels like im having an affair and i duno why. weird.

well anyway, school sux. ive rework my PP scope twice and it has yet to be approved. I mailed my advisor but to no avail. so i have decided to mail a higher authority instead. It was then, i got my work marked immediately. And i finally have got a chance to meet up with her. Guess what, PP advisor is one of the grader. im black-listed.

-cant wait for holidays to come. i really need a get away.

and i tink its time to stop bullying evee. cant you tell agony is written all over her face?

LOVE VAL'

Speak the Unspoken 9:01 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Celebrating mommy's day today,
Having the best mommy in the world is the best gift ever.
She forgives all my wrongs, accepted all my bad,
Cries with any sadness i face & gave me all the love nobody can ever give.
Though there might be times i felt she was biase, times where i felt she was so naggy
that i couldn't stand it and times where i wish i totally need not have to talk to her.
But it never lasted more than a day, that is why if there is real love for one another,
love can overcome it.
mummy might be weak in health, might be unreasonable at times, might be naggy.
But she is one person who keeps me going in life.
w/o her, i might not be where i am now, she is my only strength.
when im sad and devastated, i always know she is there to comfort and cry w/ me.
All in all, i just love her.
Of cos daddy as well cos i'll never forget the way he kissed me and said '' papa shi zui ai ni de. '' :)

Anyways, would be going out later, to visit my beloved popo and gong gong.
it's been months since i visited them. & bringing family out to eat in the evening.

Oh, lets talk about ystd, it was a formal wear day as i had a presentation at the lecture hall instead of in the class, and there was another class of people and 3 facis judging you.
& you guessed it, i made a fool again. supposingly my slide was perfect w/ no questions, until the point when i cut short my sentence and said only the front part about the golf course.
I said ''it is challenging with spectacular holes''. without completing the sentence which is ''that has water hazzards around to negotiate.'' Thus everybody keep making fun of the ''hole'' thing.
The faci even said '' spectacular holes? you mean what holes? big small holes? '' =(
so embarrasing. Forget it , such a tough day.
So at night, went out to K at Party World at TanjongP w/ friends. At least i sang and drank my heart out. Good thing is we got the Vip room at such a cheap price.
Homed at 3am and fell aleep on the sofa immediately w/o bathing.
Only to bathe just now. So numnua.
Hello , your treat on salted crabs, i didnt forget.
evee

Speak the Unspoken 2:38 PM