going back to the corner where I first saw you,
gona camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gona move, got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
saying if you see this boy can you tell her where I am,
some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted girl,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
how can I move on when I'm still in love with you ...
its has come to e end of our time .. ...
im better off own my own ...
the first photo that we took together,
"your my pertama dan utama!"
and the very last photo ... ...
Dear God the only thing I ask of you,
is to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
we all need that person who can be true to you
but I left him when I found him
and now I wish I'd stayed
cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again ... again ...
every story has its own endin' ...
and mine, a story which every girl had dreamt for ... a BEAUTIFUL story
but with a painful endin' (that nobody wishes for) ... ...
live your life!
sinOys. <3
PS: xOxo,
Speak the Unspoken 11:03 AM
the most miserable thing in life, is not knowing how to feel but to know that your not feeling it when your so sure that you ain't alright.
"it's like a knife snap right through your heart but you are not feeling the pain at all. you see that it is bleeding, you know that it should hurt but why are you not feeling it at all?! or rather, you just do not know how to feel it anymore. it is stuck there for you just have to wait for emotions to flow all over again. there is no way for you to pull it out neither can you push it in for you can feel the pain."
is this what you call "numb?"
i cant help thinking of how a comfort level a couple can established, and might establish this level of comfort only in this relationship and not any other one.
and as the song play...
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
despite how much she wanna hold you till she die. she know it's never possible anymore, for your gone forever.she is left all alone, breaking down and cry. she can no longer hold you till the fear in her subsides but can only hold you till the feeling in her subsides.
angel,
love me.
Speak the Unspoken 1:30 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
As promised, im gonna update on my every updates.
So on tuesday, i suppose to meet Angel for lunch but i overslept.
Hahahs.. so a new X joined the family.
The next day awaits a Wednesday.
When everyone is pigging at home,
Hi, im in school.
Thats the reason why im here.
I cant talk much about the unhappen, so im gonna share about my tues.
I woke at 915 with Angel's text.
and decided to head back into dreams.
In my dreams, i dreamt that i have 3 lobsters and they all turned into mudskippers.
Couldnt rem anything much,
but the person sleeping next to me said i shouted
"ATTACKED" in my dreams.
Had my breakfast at 130pm
Went to my dad's shop and had lunch at 230pm
Bought a watch for long long name's mum becuase both our mums birthday falls on the same day
Head for the gym because my mum is on serious diet
Not forgetting i just cut my hair.
And now i look like this
- Ah Dai
Love val
Speak the Unspoken 11:10 AM
Wao! im happy to see recent new post again.
Yes, let's shall blog about every single events that happen in our lives.
That's every single incident that builts what we are isnt it?
So of course i would make sure you're part of my growing up.
So let's get started !!!
And i cant wait to say, Holidays are nearing!
Love val.
Speak the Unspoken 8:37 AM
