FARK! daMn freakin' pissed and saD laH! ... sO.sOrie peeps , i nOe its ruDe tO start with dOes kinDa of wOrds and it sOund rather offensive ... iM jus daMn freaKin' pissed and HEARTBROKEN! ... sOrie fOr nOt updatin' , diDn't 've tme yesterday niGht! due tO me myself bein' a duM ass. and sO *BLOoDY* stupiD tO fail my bike praCtical again yesterday .. its like e 3rd tme oreaDii. daMn lOser laH! can't even complete a simple task ! ! ! (*hate myself fOr bein' sO retarDed and sO stupiD*)
iM sO lucky tO blesseD with a fren like jOn. .. THANKS budDy fOr cOmin' all e way dOwn tO my place anD teach me .. will sureli rmb. everythin' and hit yOur aDvice ! thaNks lOt fOr talkin' tO me alsO yah , enjOy e cOnversatiOn we had and sO.sOrie make u gO hOme late plus there's schOol next dae fOr u .. realli appreciate it anD i owe u a meal yah ... cheeRs.budDy .. (*yOur bike its sO fun and super cute!*)
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as fOr tOdae , daMn it ! it was realli a daMn freaKin' baD dae fOr me , screweD up like SHIT! ... dunOe wad in e wOrld 've i dOne tOdae tO be treateD like FARK! i diD enjOy my dae at wOrk thOugh i was very super tireD , i wOke up late enD up gOt tO take caB tO S.G.X (*tOdae's repOrtin'place.*) ... nOt much wOrk tO do tOdae , actually i spenD mOst of e tme talkiN' nOn.sense with eM. , laughin'away like nuts ..
siMply caN't be bOthereD with e inviteD guests .. i mean like helO! career wOman/men big,shOt meh ?. *roll.eyes* sO wad if u're rich?. service stuff still human beings wad can't u all just treat US e SERVICE STUFF with a'lil more respect , we're bOrn tO help and nOt bOrn tO be ill treateD or tO be even get orDered arOund like dOgs okie .. just niCe dear calleD wen cleariN' up e functiOn , i gOt pretty muCh upset anD angry by e way he talk .. like as if i diD smth wrOng or owe him smth .. oBviOusly! i BLAH! out everythin' at him cOs' i jus can't stand e way he talk plus i diDn't dO or sae anythin' wrOngli and i see nO point why i mus be treateD by suCh a ruDe manner or tO tolerate e nOn.sense !
** sme of u may think dat iM unreasOnable but HEY! i diD ask him waDs wrOng and if smth diD happen , he jus answer me "NO! its e same what ! !" ** i mean if u're tired or had a bad dae jus let me nOe at least i noe hOw u feel so i wOn't get frustrateD and wOrrieD ...
i oreaDii. miss u like maD cOs' u're away fOr like 5days ! e only way tO contact u is thrOugh fOne , tO be hOnest we spend mOst of e tme keepin' quiet on e fOne .. hmMmm ... everyday i wait fOr u tO call even if its jus 1min. i'll be mOre than happy jus as lOng as i can hear frOm u ...
each tme i see his cOntact apperin' on my fOne screen i'll be daMn freakin' happy like sme maD girl .. but tOdae its like him callin' me piCkin' a fight and makin' me very miserable like as if i diD smth wrOng ... guess what ... it happen again awhile ago wen he calleD me even hang up e fOne .. *sOb.sOb.sOb*
sO heart breakin' lar , hate e way im bein' treateD and when u 're e clOsest tO me anD sOmeone who realli means alOt to me ... baBe! it suCk big time .. i swear ! its realli unfair fOr wad ever has happen , i dOn't care if u 've a baD dae or what sO ever .. nOt tryin' tO be unreasOnable here or anithin' but i realli see nO point of u bein' this way and it makes everythin' very miserable fOr me .. HEARTBROKEN!
hmMmmm ... it SUCKS ! !
hey evee. darlin' msg me if there's anithin'or when u see this pOst okie , call me if u neeD sOmeone tO talk tO yah. ... lOve u all peOple whO's spenDin' tme reaDin' this blOg entry and liGhtens up my moOd ...
i miss alL scavEd .. lOve u guys lOt ! take.care yah peOple ! :D
*PS:visii.*
