The Unspoken Fairytales.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

"you need to be selfish to protect yourself"

have you ever feel that you understand someone wery well?
if your answer is yes. read on..

as much as you thinks that you understand that particular person wery well. asked yourself this, do you even understand yourself well? because, how can you even feel that you understand someone wery well when in fact you don't even understand yourself. true enough?! at least i think soooo.

as usual, those are just random.

as shorty blogged, "i dun understand why angel got to sacrifice that way."
i smiled, at her silly-ness statement.
in fact, everyone sarcrifice in a relationship, but just that it's in their own different and unique way. as long as we hab given our best and all we can into our relationship, at least we had left ourselves with nothing to regret anymore.

//dun ask or expect anything from others, just appreciate all that they have given because you would never know how much you can give in return. (:

angel
*roars.

Speak the Unspoken 11:01 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Hahahas.. its Vally here again. Have been pretty happy these days other den the changing of classes. Hm... let me talk about my new class first. Other den copying presentation from other groups, my groups are still as silent as ever, tts y its boring woring. Seriously, the current motivation for me to school is the morning and lunch break when i brainstorm food with Scaved-peeps. So here i am typing away, back in tt coldy woldy class again. Let me share some personal stuff.

Hahahs... like what shovis said, we should learnt to be selfish. So here i am, proud being selfish. Show you guys a little sweet yet selfish act of mine.

Like ive always said, i dun understand why Angel got to sacrifice that way. But visi always say you'll den realised only if ure in that shoes.
I wanna be pampered, i wanna be adored, i wanna be loved.

Hahahs but still, im waiting for her to throw throw throw! Hahahs.. Scaved ppl understand me, dont you gals?

- treasuring with all i have-

Speak the Unspoken 11:55 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

i nearly died yesterday!

my life was so close to ending in a split second and thank GOD! for allowing mw to stay ... it was really a great SHOCK! in my emtire 18yrs of life and nothin' worse could ever happen . . .

it was quite a GREAT! day yesterday seein' my jie.jie so happy and i spend my lunch break chit.chatin' away about so many stuffs .. thanks jie.jie for all yah ! ((: however, i did not get to see mei.mei ! MUST! meet today okie mei.mei , i miss u ! i spent my evenin' with fei.fei and e rest (lavish.peeps) as we planned to go for dinner once they finish their work .. THAN SOMETHIN' HAPPENED !!!

FIRST :

our lavish mama! somehow mis.placed her wallet at shop when we're about to move out from shop , fei.fei . jOn. & i wanteD for em. for quite smetme , while ey went to view e recordin's of e CCTV to catch e dum.ass who stole e wallet ..

instead of all goin' for dinner together , endeD up only 3 LOST! souls when we finished our dinner e rest started to come and e case was closed , e alfreDo. team of lavish 've found e theift (can't believe it was him.and WHY?!.) ...

anyway i was glad that e wallet was found back!

CASE.CLOSED !!!

((:

SECOND & THE WORST :

at about 11plus we went off , wanted to go cine. fo C.S and we went .. at e traffic junction over at stevens road , fei.fei riDe off together with kenny and he *draGgeD his geaR* = RACE!

it was a total hell ! GOD DAMN IT !

guess what fei.fei's bike skidDed as e engine got jamMeD!

okie .. ... can u just imagine a bike travellin' at e speed of about 90-100plus km/h and e bike sme.sort of lose control due to e engine being stuckeD! e feelin' was like "DARN! SHATS , my life ! GOSH! im gOin' die this time ..

e bike skiDded a couple of times but it was a good thin' cOs' fei.fei managed to take control of e bike and e bike stopped slowly ..what e hell! it was really lucky that there wasn't any car behind us and further more it was a straight roaD ..i was so shockeD that i stonned for a moment thinkin' what worse could 've happen if fei.fei didn't managed to take control of e bike .. oHmy! hmMmm .. ...

at e end e bike got to be tOwed away and a sum of money got to be used to repair e bike , there goes e insentives and another stress/problem for my dear fei.fei ...

so.sorie for e trouble my dear , im really a JINX! to u and your bike ...

even though im dead! im dead for good cOs' at least i die together with fei.fei thats what i've realised over e niGht! ((: ahaha!

to all bikers out there dO check your bikes before riDin' off and make sure e tuti.s 'Re full ! and of cOs' race with cautions !
happy riDin' ! ! !

((:

moral of e story , cherish life and play with care !

P.S : visii. *brain.deaD!*

Speak the Unspoken 9:03 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

thanks shorty for the effort, much appreciated. and yeah, it really came as a surprise when the girls appeared right outside my class knocking on the glass panel, smiling away on fri. you guys indeed make my day, and i really miss all of you. and it's sad that im unable to continue the class hopin wit u guys.

now, shall be a little update about my personal life. which is like i hab never ever really touch on it and post detailed details here. oooppss, i jus realised that. and soooo, detailed details wont be posted, talk to me, i would tell you about it (:

in short and sweet, nothing much, still as drama as ever. it never stop repeating itself, that you are sick of hearing, im sick of sayin and yesh, im tired of feeling.
happiness is momentary, heartaches are unbearable. that's it.

//in all, im stil a happy kidd (:

angel
*roars.

Speak the Unspoken 8:06 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

See see see... the blog will never be dead with visi & me around. Hm... sri and company started class visiting today and i was damn high when i saw a bunch of my old class mates. Thanksy wansy Sri. it made my day=) All tks to Angel, she made me go back to the coldy woldy class to send her presentation slides. Stupid. Well well... we had lunch with w45q ppl too. We forgot the Malays are fasting so they couldnt join us but it was not bad afterall, most of them came. And i was sitting beside Didi. Hahahs seriously, i miss the days when i argue with Didi...

My new class is getting better i guess. But still there's this act handsome guy tt i couldnt tolerate. Hoping the class can get more noisy so i can start my laughters asap! Missing w45q and lovely Scaved!

Take Care my dear frens....
Love ya lots=)

Speak the Unspoken 9:25 PM

Who says no one is updating? who says this blog is dead? well.. here i am! its visii. the mighty...

hmMmm ... this sounds so familiar huh ?. ahaha! anyway im updatin' again , school has been rather bored for me and im not jus e only one who says that 'IM NOT MOTIVATED TO COME SCHOOL/GO SCHOOL!' .. most of the people who 've mention this are from w45q and it jus shows how much we miss our class ...

life has been rather borin' for me ever since e first day of school , im a total loner in class ..

this is what i do in class :
when i went into e class , i sat alone at the table located at e corner of e class
i kept quiet all day waitin' and lookin' forward to breaks and school to end ..
i can't even believe myself that my classmates actualli ask me to talk ! ahaha! i've nv been this quiet for my whole entire school life ..
this just show how bored my life is now ...

ITS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME ! ! !
i so want to change or to QUIT school now ! hmMmm ... tears accumulated around my eyes when we went class visitin' yes. ... i realli miss w45q and I WANT BACK MY CLASS BADLY ! ! !
hmMmm ... okie enough of complainin' ... shall update my life with fei.fei !

well, though i've 3weeks of holiday but only manage to out once and that day wasn't a good one ... have been spendin' almst everyday workin' . two simple reasons which drive me to work is simply just e pay and so that i get to see fei.fei .. its really tirin' workin' e entire day doin' *shitty.stuffs* and it made me realise how much my dear fei.fei has to suffer everyday , doing almost e same thin' everyday (unpackin' things) .. even on weekdays !
*who e hell work on weekends till late like 11plus.minus!*
**roll.eyes !!**

whats worse , he 've to work on his BIRTHDAY! too .. ):
i feel really guilty as im not able to make his b'dae when he made mine .. sorie baBe! his b'dae was on e 9th sEpt. which falls on a sunday and we spend his b'dae together at work foolin' around .. i wished him 'happy.birthday' whenever i walk and see him durin' e function , we even fight hittin' each other .. ahaha! it was rather fun and a different b'dae .. ((:

one the saturday (8th sEpt.) most of us at work celebrated his b'dae at shop after unpackin' all e stuff and it was a surprise for him , though is was oreaDii. about 3plus.am ! we all shouted and had fun .. felt happy cos' he smiled! at least i get to celebrate his b'dae together with him ... we spent e night together than went to work e next day again till about 2.3oam .. poor fei.fei no off day and still got be work on his b'dae ... hmMmm .. promise i'll make yur b'dae nxt yr okie baBy! ((:

i've planned a surprise for him and he felt *tOucheD! jyeah! ((:

a couple of days before his b'dae i called his home and made fren with his sister . i asked for e adD. so that i could deliver him a cake and he would get shocked when he get home e next day !

i ordered a chOc. cake frm awfully.chOc and e cake got succesfully! delivered to his home on sat. ! i felt real excited cos' i cnt imagine how he would react .. ((:
when he know aBout it he couldn't stop smilin' !

wOohOoo!
((:
ahaha! sOrie guys im crazy with fei.fei and i felt real happy jus thinkin' aBout him even noe .. its has come to e point where he means everythin' to me and won't mind sacrificin' for him .. (: sO fun i get to meet him more often now , though we didn't go out but gettin' to see him is more than enough !

now e only think which makse me happy and smile is him especially in school whenever im lonely and boreD!

thanku! my dear fei.fei for all and everythin' !
- but of cOs' my frienDs u all make my life tOo .. esp. sCav-eD !

thanku! thanku!
photos which i've taken recantly :
*fishy.whisy :

- quite sometime ago at vivo. , jus happen to see this fish which camofludgeD with e rocks .. look careful & closelyat e centre of e photo !
*mos.tag-e. :
- it was actualli a door gift given at a function and i found a couple while im clearin' e function , they look so silly .. can't imagine if they really grow on me ! ahaha! but im havin' fun with it .. hope shOrty & mei.mei had fun with it tOo ! ((:
*happy.colour :
- this paO's are one of e food item for e s'pore tyler printin' hse butler function , lookin' at e cheerful colours of e paO. it brightens up my evenin' .. there was an argument due to everyone forgetin' what this paO. its called , smeone name it with vulgarities ...
poor paO.s . . .

* graDuation :
- a scroll was given to e entire class by our cognitive faCi. and she bought us a cake ! yumMy.yumMy! ((:
i took a photo of it before i open it up to see what was written insiDe , isn't this a creative gift ?!.

in the holiday mooD. :

* the iron.man :

- me and fei.fei was left at 'irOn.man' function .. e first photo was taken while waitin' and somehow it look so fake (like a cut and paste eDited. photi!) ahaha! so cartoon ..
- e second photo was taken while waitin' for our dear driver , e 2 lonely souls were so bored that they exchangeD shoes .. ahaha! fei.fei look so cute wearin' my biG.biG.flOppy shoes !
and we couldn't stop laughin' at our feets ..
CONCLUSION : man's shoes 'Re always e most comfy and cool ones ! ! !

*thiRsty.thirSty.thiRsty :

- we went out on my first week of my holiday , it was rather a bad day cos' quralleD .. bought em. at cine. to cheer.up e day ! i nameD em. : thirsty.thirsty!
((:

*jun.haO's 21st birthDay :
- we celebrateD jun.haO's (he is my work frienD) birthday a few days before fei.fei's b'day at shop .. he got smasheD.wet.creaMy & nasty ! ahaha! smehow i got creaMy tOo .. everyone was havin' fun , a few of us playeD with e left over liQiour .. i got excited as it was my first time seein' such things ! ahaha!
MOUNTAIN.TORTISE!

* fei.fei's birthDay :
- zOrena *(lavish's mama)* bought a tRiple.layer chOco. cake to surprise fei.fei! (:
yumMy.yuMmy!
i feel happy by lookin' at e way fei.fei smile ... e worDs written on e cake 'Re rather cute !
ahaha! ((:

- lOve e smile on fei.fei's faCe .. ahaha! sO cute .. their duM. iDeas to see how fei.fei look like with lOng hair so wilvin was askeD to stand behind him .. haha! look more like gOhst!

*suRprise :
- e birthday cake i bought for fei.fei its taste real gOoD!
tOtally recOmendeD!! ******
((:

* work.harD :
- workin' drives u nuts !!! im flyin' back hOme to CHINA!
tata!

* i.dO :
- taken last saturday on a wedDin' , a purple iCin' weDdin' cake with precious.moments on top ... the cake looks real nice and sweet hope the day will come too for me with a even BIGGER cake ! !
wahahaha!
okie my deaR ?. ... what if i say please ?.

* bikers :
- biker on e wrong bike , en look so wrong but e bike is e nicest bike ever to riDe on ...
smOoth sailin' - to e olD.faRt ! ! (:

my entry is comin' to an end .. hmMmm .. bOreD i've got nothin' to do again and its drivin' me NUTS! lonely ... ): finally its has come to an end of a stupid.retaRded week , can't wait to see fei.fei over e weekend ! im workin' tmr , hope time won't past so fast ... please goD!

weekenDs 'Re precious to me now . . . . . .
hey people 've a great weekend yah take.care and 've fun ...

FLASH.BACK :

ps: visii. (:
imissu all !

Speak the Unspoken 9:38 AM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Who says no one is updating? who says this blog is dead? well.. here i am! its Vally Wally the mighty... i guess i need to emphasis no more on how much we miss W45Q and of course the Lovely scaved members.

Classes these days have been really bored without the noise they produce. I dread myself to wake up from bed every morning to come school, i realised it is no longer like the past when i look foward to all the brainstorming for lunch with the gals.

My current class sux. Class quiet, more didi. Its seriously horrible. Trust me. Can you imagine Val did not speak 10sentences within a day? tt tells it all. Hm... i miss everyone's laughter including my own. I guess i haven heard mine for quite sometime even since school reopens.

Chris says she's gonna visit my class tml. My neck is sticking out and im looking real forward to it. Come come come! And we're gonna visit everyone's class one by one too. So people, get ready for the surprise =)

VaL wit Love...

Speak the Unspoken 11:56 PM

tears run down my cheek every night when it comes to the last day of school , can't imagine how it was like being in a new class when everyone is a stranger to u . i know the feeling was different for sure compared to the first day i step into w45Q . the first day of my school and when i went into w45q i've this very special feeling first time in my 18 yrs of life , i felt that im goin' to like this class and all of us will be bonded together .

and YES! we did .. by the end of the first week of school i clicked well with everyone , soon i get close to almost everyone in class and everyday im lookin' forward to goin' school. especially when the 5 special peeps came into my life , they made my day EVERYDAY! (: 3 weeks of holidaes ended so fast like no.bodie's business and its another boring day back to school with a total 'stranger' class ..

like jie.jie(angel) , well done *CLAP.HAND!* i've oreaDii. made myself absent on the second day of school . was too tired and for another simple reason im hatin' this school!

im really very sOrie guys for not updatin' , couldn't connet to e net cos' my com. was down . its goin' to be 3 mnths since i last updated and i've so much to talk about and tonnes of pictures to share .

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY NEVER LASTIN' ENTRY YAH ! ! !

i'll break down my entry by different topics so it will be easier for me to recall all the things which 've happen to me. (: thanku!

here are e photos which i've taken over e months ... ...
sCav-eD :
jie.jie & mei.mei on a saturday when we went to chill at town .. * i refuseD to take a picture with them * ... i'd great fun and hope another day will come soon and i mean REAL soon ! !
(:

this day , tineey's friend bought her this lilO ! ! i noe its STITCH! and tineey was real angry with us cos' we kept callin' it lilO. .. tineey's idea of this photo takin' ..
i calleD it BLUES!
ahahaha! kinDa of retarD though ...

the second last day of school [for us it was e last day of the sem.] :
we took alot of pictures together , we even bought our favourite tEds. tO school for photo taking . they look adOrable together like a family ... most of the photos were taken by our very cute hui.li !
so creDit to hui.li ! xie.xie hui.li ! (:
i miss her alot!
just the teDs :
mine - green - unCle.sam
mei.mei - red - little.Red -_-"
shorty - dirty baby blue - little.dirty.baBy.charlie
jie.jie - beige - forDee.e.turtle *sound more like frogie*
tineey - blue - lilO.stitCh
sQuashin' time! creDits to hui.li aGain !
finally a full complete photo of sCav-eD! somethin' which money can't buy ...
e bonD . e time . e memory . e fun . e all & everythin' . . .
*we wOn't die ! ! !*

mei.mei jie.jie & i look so extra .. just look at the way tineey and shorty cuddleD , feel so lOveD!
it was those days where we're so close .
u guys maDe my day , everyday !
((:
fiSh.taNk : it maDe me pRouD cos' it was my iDea and i tOtaly lOved this photo cOs' its so nice , lookin' similiar to a submerine .. but actually it was our W45q's class door ...
creDits to ameera!
(:
yummy!

aHahah! this photo was taken by hui.li and it shockeD us cos' she was sittin' down keepin' quiet and she showed us when we return back our seat !
its really cute , especially when u see hui.li laughin' at us ..
silent.niGht! :
can't remember who took this photo for us and i lOve this photo tOo .. its like so close together , thanku faci. for the candles ! !
((:
*the smile which keeps us smilin' more each day*

e vain mei.mei :
always takin' photo of herself , we caught her and so tineey and i jOined in toO . a free photo and i kinDa of find this photo nice .
the big girl with small two little girls at the back !

- creDits to mei.mei!
our last day of school when we skippeD! we met up to sushi at cine , all of us our tummy.s 're burstin' .. full.full !
after that we went P.S and spend tons of money in e arcade ! we went crazy inside for quite sometime than we went shoppin' , walkin' around .. fei.fei came to meet me and we hang around for awhile before i leave ..
thanks lot jie.jie & mei.mei for e day yah! i'd lost of fun!
(:
creDits tO my dear fei.fei .. ((:

29th aug '07 - w45q class bbq at east.coast :
i ate alot and there's still quite alot of food left , missin' e brownie maDe by mogana's mama its really gooD!
yumMy!
and i even bought some home , i left early to meet my dear fei.fei !
thanks people for all e fun yah ! !
((:

- creDits to diDi. who help us took this lOvly phOto !
*i'll update again soon yup. , schools drivin' me nuts and i hardly have mood for anythin' .. sorie people .. tata taKe.caRe!*
((:

Speak the Unspoken 9:29 AM

evee post was like soooo sentimental, somehow.
and yupp, this bloggy is like going all sooo boring and especially dead, no one is updating.

school have started again, after three weeks of holidays. this time round, thou as usual, we hafta drag our lazy body outta our bed, wake up early in the mornin, and report to school at 9am but with our new class, and of cus, the new classmates.

for me, my class aint that bad after all, jus that tis time round with more guys around. hurr hurr. anyway, all was still fine then. and agree with me that im good. i hav already start absenting myself on the second day of school, well done huh?! :Pp

//i miss my scav-ed people, tis bunch of lovely dovey girls that i love to bits. the ones who bright up my life (: not forgetting, w45q classmates of mine. i miss all of you too (:

i am a happy kidd (:

-angel
roars.

Speak the Unspoken 12:52 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

yes, its the first day of semester 2. a whole new ice break thing again.
& i freaking miss W45Q, also my scaved darlings.
Thinking of all the craps in class make me wanna seat in the class again, though my new class was alright but i dont look forward to school at all.
my darling says he has stress without motivation, me? i have school without motivation.
suckk suckk suckk.
okay, not that i dont like my class, jus that i prefer 45q u know.
i miss having breaks together in another room with our butts on the seats that we wont change and eating laughing...
now i even had to burpped silently, fearing that the rest would eek at me, but i know in 45q its always OK .
and all the bullyings and chitchatting sessions is all oh- so- memorable.
the worst thing is i cant sing in class and say chika chika chika chika perfect 10! arghh. 45q and scaved come back plsss.
okayy. im being a little haywired here. jus hope as days goes along. all would be nice and fine.
i miss my darling although we met up after my school tody till about jus now. he went hm alrdy, think he fell aslp. and i miss him badly.
i miss my 4f too, the barbeque was great,credits to my lil eyes, and the overnight session at her hse, unforgettable, cos we all know what we did. thats crazy shit. i miss these sessions!!

missing is a torture.
my darling, my 4f's, lil eyes, overnight stays, w45Q also lastly scaved.
and my popo who will never rmb me. she would know how much i would have missed her in the past. ah po...

Speak the Unspoken 11:21 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

im in W24A

Miracally, the same class as yuan yuan... Where are you gal allocated to? come on come on.. update update!!!

Speak the Unspoken 11:35 AM