i really dont understand why it have to turn out this way?
why is it so serious?
why must there be so much hatred?
why must you always use those words on me? aint it hurtful?
why cant we talk properly?
when you're fed up you cannot even hear anything in, even if i explained, you hear nothing.

i love you still, but i dont hope for any chance to be together anymore, because even if we do, you would blame me for the patch. & im not the only one who wanted to be back tgth, you agreed too, but why do you want to blame it on me?

for so long, i have been obedient to you,thou sometimes i know i can be rebellious by saying things to spite you, but in the end when did i not listen to you? yet u keep feeling i always come out with stunt. what stunt???????? im feeling more stressed. i know there would be restrictions, but your restrictions are getting more and more unreaonable, in this relationship, there is only what you dont like, what you hate, so i cannot do. but what about my dislikes and my unhappiness? when i voice out, you get fed up again. tell me what can i do. i dont know anymore. i am tired and i am hurt by all your words on me.

& one thing i dont understand, we still have love and we did not do unfaithful things to one another, yet we turned out this way.
theres so much i wanna tell you, but i cant.
i have never change ,from 1107 till now, im still your baby.
not anymore i think.
i dont hate you, becos i wont and i cant make myself to.
im sorry & i'll miss our past, alot.
evee.