i dont know if it is a good thing or a bad one.
she is heartbroken, disappointed.
she cried.
the smell was too strong i guess, this time i couldnt hide away
we talked for very long, but im glad she understands.
i admit everything to her, i told her this is not the first time.
she even give me more time. 20 more days.
by 2008, i'll quit.
this is what you made me promised you. and i will.
i love you and i am sorry mummy.

when i talked to her in her room again, she asked if there's anything else i'll like to tell her.
i was hesitating whether i should tell her about the art or not.
eventually i decided to tell her. she was all calm about it, and even asked me to put more lotion.
aftermath, daddy and sister came in, i decided to tell them all.
daddy nagged a little, but all was okay.
i felt really comfortable now, knowing i need not have to hide anything.
and threatens all away. =D
and bbf, its not your fault. its mine.
thanks the crazies for your consoles, seeing you guys after school today. rmb my ice cream.

weekends was all about late nights and chilling.
friday in school was fun becos it TGIF, had talks, gossips and many bondings with the usuals in class.
initially wanted to steamboat at the hostel with them but i had mahjiong session in the night, so decided to push to another day.
homed, bathed and napped awhile before heading out to meet the rest.
mahjiong , mac , sleepover (cos daddy called to say its too late and i should not go home.) and woke up at only 3plus. the night was disturbed by loud snores and handphones ringing.
headed home to bathe and out again, its a saturday and there should be some saturday night fever. Thus, night of barcardi,gambling and inking all over the body,getting myself all high.
homed at ard 3 and slept till the next day before going to interview with bbf, cabbed here and there and i actually ran for a taxi. fucking throw face, cos i thought i left my hp in the cab.
headed to lor ah soo for paopao's training and chilled at the coffeeshop till 10.30 before heading home.

school now, super holidays in 4 more days. i love. =D

evee