Words were nailed to my heart.
i am seriously affected.
i guess everyone knows what had happened
& on top of that, something more.
something more crude.
i have no idea why they have to do that.
is my life really that interesting?
& i wonder why at that point of time when crude words was towards my direction like an arrow, i wasnt able to voice out. i was in a utter lost of words, falling under the state of confusion.
Powerless was the word to use. It was my very first time that im in lost of words.
So unlike me, isnt it?
Angel said i dun belong to that world
well she's right.
Tears flowed to the brim of my eyes, but i fought it back.
i dun wanna look defenseless
i dun wanna look defeated.

IT makes me puke when IT acts like a sheep among the herd.
i dun blame them for being immature
for they are the every reason girls turned away.
- watch it before i strike-

watch your back when you hear my name
VALERIE