i think im freaking sick.
mentality and physically.
STOP THIS!!

yea. trying to gain weight.
so even when i dint feel like eating i have to eat.
lets see i have been puking everything out 2days straight.

shopping doesnt help, piano doesnt help.
so i did smoking and it just makes it worse.
nothing helps why...


♥ Choo ` - said:
i duno but i feel that its like u have given up hope on everything..

well, maybe i did.
im gona die sometime soon anyway.
stupid illness.
in fact i just want to die.


♥ Choo ` - said:
i duno what happen that caused u to give up hope on everything, but im sure those who care wont give up on u..

★ S A M ! ☆ - said:
emotionless dont be a coward biatch
think of the ppl around you
even if you nv noticed them

i really gave up on everything.
i duno why, its just maybe i changed.
i hate what shes doing to herself.
and why does she still have to do this?
but i hate myself more then i hate her.

HATEHATEHATE. it has been like that since young hadnt it.
i died. the dead cant rse again from the grave. so i quit trying.
SCREAMS!~
jaden