lastdayBBall-ing
tillalonglongtime.
butbballinghelpsmefeelahelllotbetter,
mondaygottagodoctorappointment.
soishallseeyouguysontuesday.
hopefullyhedunputmeinthecaseofaneroxic,
andifuckingdontneedasurgery...

lastly.
ihopeidiefromthiscoughsoon.
itskillingme. okaywaskidding.
haha.



I WANA FLY AWAY.
I WANA RUN AWAY.

life is a artwork that does not come with an eraser.
nothing can be undone can it?
i decided to distance after all.

i shall wait for my illness to kill me.
fuck the doctor. im sick of my life.
bec when death comes.
i will be standing there waiting for that with open arms.

-christ jaden