they say, fairytales only exist in movies, storybooks, drama.

time waits for no man, no man waits forever.

when i was young, i remember watching all the different drama serial about "love-relationships". it's always about how A love B but B love C and A would wait for B, as she is all that he desire and he believe that she is the only one for him. so, with that love in him, he really waited for years and years for B, in hope for her to return back to his side. and so, it's FAIRYTALES, it always turn out to be a happy ending, a ending that all of us would have expected, B would return to A's side and they live happily ever after.

people say, "maybe this is the reason why we watched movies, shows, etc.. because all this would never happen in reality! we need to live in self-denial at time like such, this is only when life can be balanced and we can smile for what we might not be able to experience."

but tonight, as i looked into the mirror, i saw A.

love me, angel.