the most miserable thing in life, is not knowing how to feel but to know that your not feeling it when your so sure that you ain't alright.

"it's like a knife snap right through your heart but you are not feeling the pain at all. you see that it is bleeding, you know that it should hurt but why are you not feeling it at all?! or rather, you just do not know how to feel it anymore. it is stuck there for you just have to wait for emotions to flow all over again. there is no way for you to pull it out neither can you push it in for you can feel the pain."

is this what you call "numb?"

i cant help thinking of how a comfort level a couple can established, and might establish this level of comfort only in this relationship and not any other one.

and as the song play...

I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

despite how much she wanna hold you till she die. she know it's never possible anymore, for your gone forever.she is left all alone, breaking down and cry. she can no longer hold you till the fear in her subsides but can only hold you till the feeling in her subsides.

angel,
love me.