thanku khaifad for makin' me feel better and to wake me up ! ! !
its time for me to realli wake up and stand tall .. ... no use and no point cryin' when others are enjoyin' and partyin' away in life !!!
i would 've to admit that things/life had realli been tough for me and everythin' seem to suck so bad no matter how hard u try to make it fun. there isn't anythin' tt i can look forward too, just waitin' for things to happen so it would help kill my time. to me e time is bearly moving at all and it seems like it was just yesterday where everything happened!
* in short : ifeel very very very farked-up and moodless!
really never expect that a person could change over night and it would be e last thing which 'll ever cross my mind thinkin' that things will happen this way. *
talkin' to khaifad realli changed my mind and realli made me feel so much better, after all he knows him best!
sick for 3days, down with fever! as usual, larger than live and im still alive fightin' for fresh air with many others. i need a BREAK! like damn good BREAK!, feelin' super sick and tired of everythin' + life. .... so yah!
shall start a party animal kinda of life (: and it a super big and cool one ...
like more than words !!!
P.S: shovis. ng shiying.
,xOxO
